Is that really all you see me as? A stupid college drop out? Cuz that fucking hurts

I hate how your parents Fuck us over! Everything was planned. 4 days till we leave and look what happens. They change their minds. Leave me stranded without a ride up north and don’t give a Fuck about it. FUCKING MOVE OUT! BECAUSE UR PARENTS ARE GOING TO BE THE END OF US!! I’M DONE DEALING WITH THIS INE WAY SHIT

FUCK PARENTS!

If you are going to make dinner but there is not going to be enough for me then STOP LETTING THEM EAT HERE!! This ismy fucking house and I get no dinner when I get home but your feeding the two of them!?! Fucking rediculous!!

That was nice. A long phone conversation about whatever. Just time to enjoy each other. I really Enjoyed this. THIS is what we have been missing. And we are on our way to being better. I Love You Jordan :)

Tired of trying if ur not going to give the same effort back.

What has happened to us? We are so great together. I want that back.

The problem with school is its so fucking expensive! How can someone plan to go to school as an 18 year old but be stuck with a 15000 dollar out of pocket bill. That’s just un reasonable. People say the kids should pay for college but how can u expect them to afford that kind of money. That’s just rediculous. I may not be talking to you. But I’m thinking of you and I know how u feel. Same thing happened to me with UMASS. It sucks! and if u decide to go somewhere else you might not be as happy. I’m sorry for you. And im pissed colleges do this. It’s crazy!

I am so lost. I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I know I should go back to college but where? I would like to dorm but can I afford it? And if I can where can I go? My first semester was scary and cost a ton. But I know I should go back. I want to go back. But I want to dorm. I want to move out. I want to be free. Am I just scared? Idk. But I know I can’t afford school. I couldn’t afford i saint Anselm. And if I dormed it would even more. But i dont want to go back if I cant dorm. College is no fun unless I move out and dorm. But im just scared I can’t do it.

“how do I know things are gonna be different?”
“because wrestling will be over so they won’t want to hang out anymore”
My point exactly!! Blew me off for that? For people you won’t hang out with again after wrestling ends. And blew me off on my birthday! Suspicion confirmed. I am number 2 on ur list…to EVERYONE else.